Those are the days~~...

Those are the days...this idioms seems easy to to be understood. But, who actually dig deeply into it? It has been 2 weeks and more that the blog has left here where you can see wild grass as tall as 3 feet...who would willing to mend this? Yes, is me again. At first, every "origins" settled down in school classroom to plan this blog, nicely. Promote, teaching...blah...where are they?

Well, many of them went to the new environment and 'establish' themselves in it...who cares about the blog man! GO STORM ONLY LA!!! =.="..this is what a response I got. Try to recall your memory friends...doesn't this seem a Deja-vu? While, let me uncover the truth. This situation happened in primary school, kinder garden..."keep in touch ya!"..."never forget about me my friend"...so on...now? When you guys pass by those so call best friends in primary school...what's the reaction again? "Hi, how are you........okay! see you!" =.=" again...

I have been working with my daddy since this 1st of January. Good! I can learn more things, bad? I've been sitting there and fall asleep as usual I have it every day in office. Colleagues don't really like me, this is what I can feel deep in my heart. What about your future? Have you thought of it? Of course I did...but, why can't I make any decision?

"Aiya...come TARC", "No! HELP more 'leng lui'...". 5 years of secondary school life ended just in the blink of my eye. So fast! Yup, time flies, and I'm a mature 18 years old teen. I used to play truancy during my last year in secondary school. I felt the teachers were boring, teaching nothing but? CRAPS!!!

However, student in primary and secondary school are actually like birds together with their moms>>>teachers. Well, they live in a cage, enormous one. Who actually will miss the cage with old-fashioned parents that lock your freedom? I DO...I SERIOUSLY DO...once, my big-brother said to me: "enjoy your school life, because it will only be memories which it craves a big arc in your heart later on..."...I didn't take his words seriously thought I knew I should.

Recently, I feel 'damn' boring (ALLOW ME TO USE THAT WORD PLS). The office running system has nothing do with me. I sit facing my laptop, online and wait for friends to be chatted in MSN...what a well known chatting machine in the web? But, nobody is here. Time flies? Does time really fly so quick just by a second, you become older for ten-years? Eistein was right! There's a law of relativity in the universe, no matter who you're, it occurs. However, I prefer it to be said in my way.

Sitting in front of laptop, and fall asleep which looks ashame, I felt, I've become an old man, who had passed my life and soon meet my ancestors in another space. "SLAP, are you dreaming?",one of my colleague ask. I wonder, why time pass so so slow. By the way, didn't I think it passes quickly? Nope, actually I was wrong. Rethink of it, when I played highlighters in school, ignoring teacher's lessons, sit together with friends and move around the playing source on the old, dirty school table. But, 1st round, 2nd round...yay! another period has come. Why? happiness always unwelcome by time? Why can't I enjoy it again? But is there another chance? Ermm...probably yes. But, rare chances. UK, US, AUSTRALIA, even SINGAPORE! All my friends left to chase for their future. Me? Still here! sitting in an old office which I don't like that much.

If god, no matter what religions, did exist in this wide world, I would make a wish. Let me become the chosen one, who link the pass of myself and the future one...or, if there're something that can make me to travel back in time, I will...I will definitely choose the secondary school life again. And I wish, I will never, ever come back again...although I know truly, this will never happen.

Where are they? In my memories, which no viruses could erase it, till the day of my death...